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>If someone were to ask me to enumerate reasons I like ponies for, I legitimately wouldn't be able to name one. I just like them. Don't know why, and why it is like that, but I guess that also applies to liking things in general.
I guess that's the case for me too.
However, at the start of the last year, I thought about some deep topics of my life and reasons to enjoy it despite that I felt that the globe could perfectly disappoint me and feel hopeless about humanity in general (politics, constant lies...)

I counted the reasons why I should be living and...if you discount my family, close friends, the studies and a certain hobby of mine, watching the movie was at my 4th or 5th preference for staying alive and keep going. It seems like an autistic joke or something but when you are empty and down in certain periods, you only think about what you have close to you.

I thought:"Damn, I cannot die and stop here. I have to witness history and see the movie, let the death topics for another day"and I couldn't believe I got to that point and see it with my actual eyes. The hardest