>>8632
Nobody is asking you to provide anything (at least,not me).As long as you keep one for your actual necessities in your routine,I don't think that anything else will be needed.

No need to justify yourself for stumbling upon the huge struggles that tech can deliver to anyone. Experimenting with it can lead to the mess that you have encountered...and it's not that shocking. Just make it work the best that you can for fixing it but again,I am not asking you to be a provider here. Don't find the sole motivation in doing so because of the "role" that has been "assigned". And even for the task,you claim that you have 85% of it so,not everything is lost,far from it.

Take your time for recovering yourself from this. It's okay.