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>It is a nice little cute story, at least the A side, the context on top of the subtext.
And here it is.The true A side.From >>988 to >>995

>I like the idea of bats being the inhabitants of this board since the thread is also one of are larger ones. I know minor off topic observation.
if you look at the Nightmare Moon post at the beginning of the bat thread,you will see that they had no other place. They were rejected. That's why I tried to start a thread about a project. A project called The Comforts of Darkness, a period in which bats were not evil but suffering the consequences of facing tensions alone and with the light leaving them behind. I had the idea to write about it but after so much introduction and context, I ended up critizising /mlp/ instead of focusing on that.

>Well, I actually didn't see such a meta subtext. As to your honesty, that is a choice that is yours to make. I think you've made a fine mod of the board if ya ask me. I frankly am probably someone whose behavior has always been acting outside of normal chan standards the few times I do post, at least. Being honest and actually speaking with sincerity are something that is certainly at the antithesis of the heart of /b/ which means that /mlp/ wouldn't be much better (though I will say I do see these rules even broken there rarely). This as painful and rude it can be sometimes is a natural defense of what is usually found in the sphere of average people. With the rise of social media especially, being sincere is often more of a performance, laden with the implications of various community politics at play.

And this was a performance...at first. The true green was my confession and I had to put more effort on writing it than the original acclaim. And now, a story about Radiance putting her in the focus. Posmodernism implies acting and by acting between the meta,I arrived at this.

>I don't really see it as a lie. I see you as someone who is being truely sincere. Yet this is the net where nothing is. I get this. I probably would be more of this mindset 2 or 3 years ago than right now, perhaps I am a fool for not.
Just because we are used to an ordinart dynamic, it doesn't mean consequences and betrayals cannot happen. I see lying as an art but even then,what I am saying pursues both parts and I guess I am stuck with it.

>I've said this before I think. My personal take on this is that it shouldn't be treated as a project at all. Let this place be an outlet of emotion over a pursuit you stress over. You don't have to support anyone. If THis thing ends up being a burden to ya you should call it quites ( or at least scale back your involvement ). This should be a place to blow off steam and mess around with, not something you have to add to the list of stresses to your day.
Frotunately,the project is over. I am pretty satisfied with what I have ended up and I think it serves just to finish this chapter. Again,I have calmed myself a lot since you had said that advice back then and I still do. I know the lines between the hobby and the insanity. I don't have to do anything yet, I feel unsatisfied with others I used to but now I cannot feel the same.