>>53375
nigga I've struggled with this kind of random ass behavior my whole life. and my smooth ass brain never picks anything that's the slightest bit productive or useful. it was fucking Pokemon (i.e. shit that didn't even exist) when I was 9, at 19 it was waifus (who I'd never meet), at 29 it's fucking cars (that I'll never be able to afford). it just goes on and on and on