I think the actual problem is that we're wired to be social and connect with other people (on a spectrum of more shallow and deeper levels) but when you deviate a little too much from the standard patterns of thought and behavior that becomes either very difficult or downright impossible. That's what I struggle with. Maybe some people (like cam) are innately fine with being alone, or maybe that's something that develops over time or under certain circumstances; but I'd like to be with other people that are more like me, not alone. I mean people that are capable of questioning the system (whether they take part in it or not) and aren't only concerned by my "career" or my "love life" as if there were 2 or 3 things in total that constitute the whole of a person. That's what the world looks like to most people and it's just not compatible with me the puzzle pieces do not match. Again that's not to say I don't want to work or have a family or any of that stuff, I actually like most of the traditional ideas as to how a person's life should be (at the least I like it much better than the lifestyles the jews are pushing now), it's just that it feels like I'm missing certain immaterial things before I can even get started with any of that