>>53674
As an example, in Fear & Hunger, for the last dozen days my female pet cat has been having daily respiratory issues, possibly due to mold in the closet of the rented house. I dealt with the mold but she keeps having daily sudden moments she gets pretty close to death, but then recovers and just jumps around, eat, etc... it may be a congenital issue as well.
I'm dealing with that at the same time I deal with the new job stuff and bureaucracy stuff and a dozen other things.
I medicated her to my best ability to diagnose, the veterinarian situation is either absolute incompetency and disinterest or extremely expensive exploitative pet mommy shit I can't afford. This all also parallels with my mother's past situation.

But I'm in fact not even feeling angry or sad over any of it. It's all normal.
The day I took the cattos in many years ago I knew this would be a scenario playing out eventually. It was worth it for me and for the cattos, its alright however it plays out.