I just see no reason to play along. I don't believe in the stuff other people believe in. It's pretty simple really. I could go back into society and try to fit in yet again but why would I? It's everything I despise. I also realize this sort of talk may be pretty triggering if you have similar thoughts that you're trying to sweep under the rug for the sake of your ego/life so maybe you guys should stop encouraging me to post my depressing cynicism all over the thread. I was just shitposting but you had to go and make it a serious conversation