Sunflower
03/11/2022 (Fri) 23:41:50
Id: 20c98f
No.1064
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>>1057>If humans create it, it's always badI was talking about other lawbounds but whatever. To me law only means that some concept is "programmed" so far. That is how I interpret "lawbound". And the more "lawboundness" you take in the more you understand the "programming" of the beings. Whatever this could be a long ass arguing of the semantics because I still didn't experience enough of it. And human law doesn't mean shit. Because humans enforce it. If you can control the enforcers it does nothing to you.
Now to the new things.
What missing piece this channeling filled out for me. That 4th density body. When entities connected to me but for some reason not through the mind but some other way. It felt like I was being stabbed. When that happened I looked into the "stabbing" to see who am I connecting with. And when I tried to use the lyran energy it hurt. Now I know why. I was using my "4th density" body as a connection point. Now this is important realization because this is the "party trick" astral body that is bigger than the 3d body and more powerful. But it was full of clogged energies. But how do you feel something that is not in your current body? By letting that thing manifest in your body. Now I thought all the pain I felt was because it was not my "own energy". Well it turns out I am like the "elites" that my body is full with "pure energy" while my "higher self" is dirty. So when I try to connect or someone tries to connect to me usually pushes the dirt into me. I am obv not at the "fossilized sin" level but it still hurts. Now that I am aware that this is not random energy going wherever but my "higher self" is dirty and that is ruining my energy management helped. First I asked Jesus to help. His help was minor. Then I realized most of the ayylmaos hurt when they tried to connect to me so that means lyran energy can help with clearing even better. Which was also true. But now I am aware what counts as immortal truth. So I can connect to that and beam down (or sync with?) that energy to fill me up. Multiple catalysts at multiple levels.
And I also "channeled" Ra but not because i wanted information but because I was thinking maybe I could do it and that instantly made a connection... Yeah a real big ass entity. The first connection hurt a little but I love when I encounter "stronger" entities because now I know what level my body needs to achieve so I can "withstand" them. I don't know what counts as a "computer" to you. When you are without useless misconceptions and one with truth you say the same like any other being who with the truth. But what do I know. But yeah probably an egregore. Didn't connect other deities from Egypt yet.
Also now I can do "light TK". I mean I always had a way with wind but in closed places it was hard. Like moving a leaf or something that minimal. Objects with weight are hard because the walls start creaking before the object moves. Whatever focus and connection to immortal truth is what I need now. Also "higher self" is something everyone needs to forget. It's self. If you think of a force higher than you. You either need to know how to switch into it so it's no longer higher. Or if you think anything that is "higher" and "unreachable" by you. Then you have no "dominion". Self. Everything self. Or immortal truth. Or creation. Or consciousness. Or mana... Fucking concepts. Everything is the same but still different. So simple and complicated.
Also wanderers are mentioned at other places too but I don't care to find other sources yet. I probably thought of that concept because that was a way for me to figure out the next step.