Sunflower
03/19/2022 (Sat) 00:45:36
Id: 20c98f
No.1099
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>>1098Yeah I didn't want to say this yet but that fact that "karma has a structure" bothered me a lot and figured out why it has a structure but didn't know how to explain it. But it seems you are figuring it out so there is no harm to say it now.
Also you are far longer on the path and you do proper practices and our concepts are different because of it so I didn't want to argue because it was probable that we both have misconceptions and we will talk about the same thing without realizing it The "structure" is your energy. Just to be able to go to a "foreign" "karma" as you "connect" to it your energy is in it already. Then after "touching" it more energy gets into it. Then as you "move it and put it into hellfire" more goes into it. And when you "break" karma. That energy "structure" is "yours" and that is the reason why it was not "consumed by the hellfire". And your girls knew this so they made "food" from it. If they "eat it" they give it back to you as they are interacting with you. If you eat it it gets back into you. But it's slower because you perceive it as a food so you have to "digest" it. And yes minor karma gets "consumed" by your energies. I am also noticing this but I am way too impatient so I am speeding up the process as fast as I can.
And this is the reason when fairies give you food and you eat it they will torture you. They want their energy back. But they are simple beings and don't know how to explain that to you so they torture you until somehow they get their energy back. While if they eat your food they become your "slaves" because they know they have to give back the "food" energy somehow.
Also that lyran caffee was a good powerboost but contaminated my spirit and I had to remove every droplet from myself manually and give it to a cat so he can drink it and I told him if he found some of my energy in it give it back to me. Same mechanic. Except cats are intelligent and know slowly the energy will return to them but I like the energy of my spirit and hate to not feel it. And when that "wendigo" wanted to give me a souls for 2 other souls? When I realized I have my "botsoul" factory from a dream I realized I can make souls now... Then he told me MAKE ME A 1000. I told him the max I will make is 3. He quickly agreed. Then I told him I will only make it when I figure out what the hell will I even do with a soul.
Then after being the "Fanatic Purifier" that I am nowadays. I realized he wanted an "energy trade". So I give him "new souls" as a new energy because he cannot purify that energy by himself. When figuring this out. I purified that "soul" put it into a container for him and before he left I asked him. Is there some energy of mine left in that? He picked out a small piece and gave it to me. That way the interaction finally ended and I don't have to "trade souls". That is the purpose of hell anyway. Freeing up your pure energies so you can go back reincarnating or whatever. And that is the point of graves. People have to reclaim their energies from the dead. That way they will not get "haunted" as the ghost is trying to give back the energies. That is why "loved ones" usually appear as they pass. And when you can connect to the dead you put some of your energy into them while being sensitive enough to their energy so you can receive it. The intricacies of the energy work I swear. I am still figuring out details to completely master it.
Also I really should look up a virtue to gong practice so I can figure out what counts as gong because I can "call back" "virtue" too but yeah... concepts... they can get weird.