>All I did was just merely "destroying" your "shadow" that had this "weak victim mentality" and that feeling of "guilt shadow that feels like it needs punishment for salvation" while your other shadow had that "I don't want to get hurt mentality" and some other minor things because that was the reason why you couldn't access your full potential (It's always frightening minor fears like these can block so much energy). And told your "spirit" to "realize your strengths".

I didn't expect you to do this much for me Anon, it really seems to be helping, I'm very thankful. Yesterday I was thinking of asking for even more cleansings but the dreams are still going on and cleaning more would make things kinda wild. The dreams I have lately are mostly showing and poking at my weaknesses, I don't consider them nightmares anymore, just unpleasant sometimes. In a dream last night I was even holding a small dry dead parasyte in my hand, its face had been ripped off or something.

I'm also starting to feel a little braver/confident these last few days, thank you for all the help.