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Well I went ahead and realized a new thing with this...
One of my "last" weakness. And probably this is why everyone complained about that "heart cage" of the particle.
As I was "being attacked" I felt there are "scars" around my heart. There was 6. 4 of them were childhood traumas. You focus on them and let the "trauma" go through you and leave your body. It was like a nightmare in fast forward. You have to focus on the scar to figure out what is the "trauma" that keeps it as a scar then let it go. It was simple. Then there were 2 big scars. I figured out this is probably because I got hurt so I managed my life to never get hurt again since my teens. One of them was that. Now the other problem was that I was still "unable to love". Thankfully now I had entities that showed me What is love baby don't hurt me but I still didn't figure out an important detail.
Why love is important. And why Jesus was preaching about it.
Love needs to be "wide" so the enormous amount of energy from the "heavens" can come down. My heart was my bottleneck. For a weird reason I had to go to a river which had beaver activity with a bunch of trees being felled by them. It was the most fitting metaphor.

This is why Jesus told you to "love your neighbour as you love yourself". Otherwise the energies can't come down fast enough. It creates a "hourglass" energy body.
To me that was the middle line.