>>121 You are not alone. You're describing the exact same thing that happens to me regularly. Just this month, which was especially bad, it occured to me to turn my sight inwards while focusing on the physical sensations that this miserable feeling created. I saw the problem and solved it. I won't go into details so as to not influence you, but learn to use your second sight (The Art of Seeing by Nathaniel and the Active Imagination technique by Jung) and apply a solution that you deem appropriate (New Energy Ways). Godspeed.