Sunflower 07/14/2022 (Thu) 20:16:32 Id: bc6ab7 No.1735 del
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>If the physical object was destroyed or withered away with time, they would die. Some buddha huh?
It's called a phylactery... Liches have it.

And as far as I can perceive I have a milk white layer then it turned out because I am in "hell" I have a pitch black layer too. I was thinking of the dark mirror white mirror of the soul concept of Bardon but as I was meditating with the buddhas I could "unlock" it from my being and let it go. And a bunch of parasites revealed themselves (they used that darness as a portal and a cover) so I also dropped them. I had a vision that I am Cthulu himself from all the squids my body had. Then I realized what might be a "law body" as you say it's made up of culture and faith... mostly. If you have gods around they can provide a higher law but the god needs to "anchor" himself to the physical so the law can apply itself.
And as I was doing my cleansing and still couldn't completely get rid of this "black sun" that I still couldn't decide if it's the antithesis of the stars or it's the psychic residue humans generate by default.
I thought that the black sun is like the dark side of the moon and maybe my yin yang balance is fucked as usual. And I remembered I found some obscure pure white female hindu deity. I thought maybe she represents my yin side because the moon is white when the sun "looks at it". I tried to merge with it (she wanted it) and then as I was feeling the effects of mild possession. Like when she tried to merge with my throat chakra I couldn't breathe. Then she went down into my dan tien and now lives there. Now this dark energy that I couldn't control is under control. But yeah she wasn't the representation of my yin side. But she balanced it out so whatever.

Now I have no idea what is the next step on my path. But I will probably do something
>absurd, stupid, reckless...
too
Tho in my case nobody tries to stop me. The entities just look at me weirdly and don't say a word. Or just smile and not say a word.