>>2261
If you properly do physical yoga and chant mantras these changes in the subtle body will be unnoticable until a "breakthrough" happens. It would have been so nice if I did it that way... And not the
>HI THERE I AM WEIRD COSMIC ENTITY I IMPART ON YOU GREAT COSMIC KNOWLEDGE DO YOU WANT TO FORCE OPEN YOUR BODY WITH YOUR PSYCHIC MIGHT
Who says no to these things right?
If someone cares I will write it down the things that happened but it's TLDR and not that important

Now to the thing that I want to say the whole time.
>>998
Those lines represent the male (left) female (right) and in the middle when the energies "meet". At that point it's both of them and none of them at once. This is where Shaktism and the tantric Buddhism comes into place. In Shaktism the "endgoal" is the Shiva/Shakti unification. Now to reach that point a bunch of things need to happen but now I finally understood how Kali works. Kali can't kill the "demon" because every drop of blood it spills becomes a new demon. So she goes ahead and drinks it's blood goes absolute berserk and resurrects Shiva by stepping on her. Now how this thing is working in human body/psyche terms. You cannot kill "your demons" but you can "digest" them. That will send your subconscious into an absolute frenzy so you have to send that energy into "Shiva". Because only Shiva can calm Kali.
When Kali appeared to me she was nice and submissive. It was because my mind had the "aspect of Shiva" and it "calms her". Then as the spiderqueen rearranged my energy channels (2 weeks ago) she awoke into her full might. That looked awesome. Even the blog talked about the opening of the infernal eye and other things. Turns out I didn't realize some very "obvious" thing about the fire element and how it is created. How to "create" your own inferno. How to make "your demons" "come out". So you can digest them with the fire.
With that and a bunch of other elemental adventures I could finally realize "my" Shakti or the "female Buddha".
>on pic related you can see that the chakras contain 2 entities (or at least 2 headed)
(that pic somehow connected me to a bunch of nadis secrets)
And see a bunch of "new" energy channels. Turns out the male and female body is the same fucking thing but is "wired" differently. With an energetic rewiring that was "revealed to me" I could make it that my body "contains" the female energetic circuits too. This was absolutely necessary because my energies are getting too aggressive and it needs a stabilizing force so I don't destroy myself. And a bunch of electronic devices around me. My kill list so far a lightbulb my laptop and my car (car mechanic has no idea what kind of electric malfunction it might even have so far).