Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 17:45 Id: 53dcab No.2500 del
>>2499
So this ultimate destruction that erases you and your identity and makes you reborn in the end and what can you carry forward.
Well when you went into your "annihilation" you clutched your dagger and the only thing that you seemed to remember is that "you killed someone".

Because you clutched to your dagger as the last thing while facing your "end" you created something that is more resistant to destruction than "yourself". When you posted that dominant gong sigil this thinking only opened 1 energy circuit. With the help of Kali it turned into a "knife energy" that cut open all my energy circuits. It was like needles going through my nerves and arteries. It was such an interesting feeling and made my body/energies so alert I couldn't even sleep that night.

I wanted to do this energy channel opening trick with my new "flame" type energies (the dragon told me I am only at the flame part not the fire part) but your dagger is metal which you brought with yourself to the afterlife as much as you could. Alchemy is a pain in the ass. Western and eastern is slightly different. I was understanding how water and earth creates a tree and how the lack of water creates a dead/dried tree. Tree represents growth. But for a fire to grow it needs a dead tree. You need to "create" destruction to destroy creation and with that you have place for more creation and with destruction you can create a new type of creation etc. Humans create fire so they can stay warm and can chase away the horrors of the forest. Humans mastered fire and because of the fire the dangers in the forest know that humans are danger because they wield danger. Humans like the known danger compared to the unknown danger.

Now about metal. Fire mostly molds metal but doesn't really destroy it. Metal is durable but not indestructible. Iron gets rusty from water and oxygen. Metals are conductors. In high energy work it's important because you need to "fix" your inner circuits which resonate with a metal. Acupuncture is about this. There was a moment in my path when touching metals drained my energies then I drained the energies from the metals around me. It was bizarre. But they were mostly "common metal" energies. It's not about the metal but how it's charged. Copper silver and gold had value in the past because it's rare and beautiful. Nowadays it has more value because we can use it for electronics.

Metal doesn't come from the earth it comes from the skies (from meteors) but it's buried within the earth. We need to give back what we took from the earth BUT THE METALS DIDN'T COME FROM THE EARTH. Why this matters. With high energy you can turn your energetic circuits into a highly moldable material that is grounded to your body. I am always thinking up what training routine I should do but entities tell me I need to fix my high energy circulation first. If you repeat an activity your muscles adapt to it. But muscles grow on their own when you are growing up. Now my body needs to adapt to my circulation and my circulation needs to be constant and passive.

>it must be some mental block or 'karma' on my part, and if I'm correct, this dream was signifying the dislodging of that 'karma' that was keeping my spirit inextricably bound with earth-matter

yupp
metal is not earth there are different planetary metals but that is not important here. We are doing the internal alchemy and not the ceremonial l a r ping entities into submission. Different dimensions have "different earth". Lightning can set things on fire. But if lightning strikes the lightning rod it just makes it hot and goes into the earth.