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And when I said "no" is that you will realize how big is the "shadow". Not just yours but the whole "collective unconscious". Shadowcontrol is mindcontrol also. Everyone fears something. If you can control that then you can do anything to them. Shadows merge and break apart all the time

What does Lucifuge even want. Like I am representing a bunch of entities already. The terms are usually absolute servitude and they can only talk to me when I am willing to "hear them" or it is extremely important. My current lessons are about trying to figure out ways that are not absolute control because that ruins the flow. Also am not "bossing" around the entities they are just coming and going through energetic channels to help in energetic cultivation.

Then again entities are not willing to "enslave" me because I am a bad slave. I get addicted to breaking chains and breaking those who hold it easily.

Srsly what does "accepting Lucifuge" entail so far.
For me "accepting an entity" usually means that: oh right that dude "exists" I will bother him with something when I feel like it.

No entity gave me a "greater purpose" so far because if they did they would have to take "responsibility" for that.