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>You need to find hope. That doesn't mean you need to cling to hope. No. You need to find hope yourself.
Yeah, I need that.

>Write down what Lucifuge did or sg dunno
>What does Lucifuge even want. Like I am representing a bunch of entities already.
Well, I said I'm not gonna become the local him (I only found out that he and others that I don't know want that thanks to you and BO) and tried to firmly tell him to go away and did the same to the Anathema, but then in dreams he shows me being successful and having access to money and women. But I heard bad things about him and so far I really dislike his methods. The issue might be that I'm unhappy in life, and he sees that and wants to help me get those things, but again, I don't like his methods and since I'm "soft", I fell like he's a predator type. And those things that he want to give me, will in no way come for free or cheap.

>Srsly what does "accepting Lucifuge" entail so far.
Working and trusting him I guess, which is something that I'm not willing to do, he has a bad reputation and I don't want to fuck up my life to that point.

Sorry for not replying to everything, I'm still recoverying and quite disturbed. I also want freedom from other beings like the illuminati octopus, a wasp and others, I guess I have to focus on one thing at a time in order to not get overwhelmed.