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It is a huge issue I need to handle. But it’s not like that. I have a great job I love, I socialize with people both at work and in friend circles. I live the full on normie life, as an overlay. I just find it so incredibly tiresome and boring.
I don’t have the guts to use my money to go innawoods NEET or to even get out of the magic closet because of the opinion of my social circles. I have a “great” life with really no inconveniences, and almost every activity it requires of me is torture I endure with a smile. That’s my issue.
It’s an issue of extreme privilege, I know. But I feel like I’m killing my spirit progressively by doing everything it hates and almost nothing it loves.