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>This is a love lesson. Love happens between genders but there is the "brotherhood" kind of love (the not gay buttsex kind but actual friendship and how it plays out between males and how it can "break" and how it always breaks in human history) Love/hate is in the heart and moves/block quite a few energies of our being. You need to learn to love. Sadly the media likes to ruin love and makes us think love and lust is the same thing. It's different. Someone gets it at first while some needs many heartbreaks before they get it.
Ohhhhhh. the entire time i thought it was just her telling to not be around males for too long (despite being male in this current life) plus it was confusing giving the second visit involved me helping her capture(?) males and with the third one being the male group disappearing me and me getting picked up by females thing i mentioned yesterday. i do somewhat recall her at another time testing(?) my resolve, i can't remember if it in regard to her or my sisters or both. but i recall, being on some exploration(?) with a group of people, getting mocked and more or less shat on for me pursuing venus/aphrodite/ishtar and my sisters, getting called retard, simp, etc. overall being mean as hell and ditching me, leaving me alone. i recall hearing a voice, that i think it was hers, saying who/what did i want and believe in. i vaguely recall that i declared it was her and my sister then followed up with that no matter how much people shit on me for it and or doubts i may have that i choose both her and my sisters over everything else, even if it meant the world getting destroyed or people killed
>You need to learn to navigate the "endless seas of existence". I too had experiences with mermaids and with underwater places. They represent parts of the spiritual path. (Also yes when I said you incarnated as a fish I wasn't kidding. It seems it happened quite a lot)
eh!? what happened there was i recall being slave for some slave driver, at some point he tried to strike me with his whip and for whatever reason, my body acted on its and i grabbed the whip and looked at him, annoyed. he got mad in response and a battle occurred, something happened that led to me escaping but 2-3 other mermaids stepped in to help and eventually defeated him. the mermaids were apart of some weird library(?) and i recall them putting a collar (it was like an ornate choker ribbon thingy) that matched the ones they wore and said i work (well, work alongside them) as librarians.

pic related are what we roughly looked like. also it coincided with something telling me to play the deck weirdly enough