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>try to be a good person regardless
You see most people are so retarded they can't get this fucking thing for some reason??? Like this is what Jesus preached all time. If you keep this you good.

>always put jesus/god/whatever in your heart
I might get back to this later but this is an extremely complicated "salvation" mechanism that Jesus came up with more or less that is a sort of nobrainer for mundanes.
>not lose faith or let myself get bogged down by the negative influences and hate here
You really had a good grandmother. Best advice ever.
>my sisters "coercion" at play or something else entirely
kinda both but mostly the latter. Your grandmother was a really good person.

>im actually hearing them or if im imagining things
That is how it starts. You start "image things" and first it looks kinda weak and fake then it will slowly "melt" into the "real thing". Takes practice to be able to "switch gears" easily. I too meditate at night.

>realm evil/negative or something else entirely?
The latter.
They want you for something specific but they are not that persistent. They don't care if you don't bite the bait it seems???