Then, what do I do? Trypper has this sort of approach where she seems to want to help me, but more as if I'm an experiment, with nothing guaranteed. It very much feels like this is fun for her.

Trypper wanted to share this. This is meant for my consumption, but others are fine to use it. I would like it if BO analyzed it. It's meant as a 'full package' where one who activates this becomes a successful catvampire, and can be used in my case as I haven't went past the point of no return. For others who use this, it's meant to 'introduce one to catvampirc magic that also cultivates the zero particle, with the port structure being two lower ones, left for good and right for evil, and a top one for chaos'. Then, 'the good and evil are connected, and when the zero particle is established, chaos is activated while the former two are retained'.

>This magic is unique in that it allows one to settle at good and/or evil externally while chaos remains the base, leading to many possible paths, such as inhabiting a 5th level paradise. It lends to a generalist path and myriad specialist/hyperspecialist paths.

>This group of catvampires aren't very invested in Earth; they are mostly concerned with gathering recruits, which is one of the activities of the Collective.