>>4109
IF humans have entities around and negative energy they usually have a little aggressive energy around them. Your energy feels gentle. (While I wanted to say your path will be also gentle it's just perspective for you it might feel crazy. I just compared it to the absolute insanity trial by fire paths. But then again you are still on earth so there might be more to it) And by maidenships I meant the Shinto priestesses. Shrine maidens usually. You didn't have a shrine tho.
>weapon system handles these negative energies better than humans do by default
It's just an energy cleansing mechanism. If you have bad luck or aggressive energies it can be felt. It seems your "system" handles it with care and it is efficient. You have military grade lower chakras if that makes sense. (in non combatant mode)

>it was called the mummified one?
Wha? Who called it that?
I too have encountered something like that in my teens. For me it looked like a tall dude in full bandaged head who couldn't even see and blood poured from it. He had long limbs and claws. Just went there and felt how calm the place is and didn't want to make a fuss so just hanged around there.
>There was also a woman with tentacles but that was rather... Strange. I recall her being in one of "dreams" that involved me speaking Japanese
I don't know anymore... I too had visits in the lovecraftian realms but this is not that. Probably something to do with your path with the mermaids. Wakarimasen desu
You being able to talk fluent in japanese in dreams is strange.
I had a french nun past life. She managed to awaken. Sometimes appears in my dreams. Once she was explaining a concept. I completely understood everything she said. Then she finished it with the name of the concept. That concept was in french. When she said I seen the letters form with an elegant cursive writing front of me like she wrote it. Then I came to my mind. I said
>IS THAT FRENCH???
then I realized that my mind is rejecting it because of that and the dream kinda dropped me out.
I sometimes speak the languages in dreams that I understand while awake but I never experienced speaking foreign languages I don't know. My mind either auto translates it or it stays in the subconscious.
Probably a mental block from my part.