>>4315
another small update
>they visited twice this week
>one involved me in my current form(?) watching almost everything i know(?) and/or connected to annihilated by a massive flood, seemingly leaving me as the sole survivor
>i recall being upset at the whole thing and ran into someone who was either one of my sisters or the other me/her
>what they said is a bit fuzzy but i vague remember them saying something along the lines of i'm "getting closer" and other things such as reminding me of my place with them as well as saying the connections and stuff that were wiped from the flood were ultimately useless for me
>before awaking i recall following her somewhere
>second instance i remember being on earth(?) and that everyone was scrambling to leave or do something because i guess some alien force decided to either nuke the planet or reset it
>My form in this was one of fairly young woman with long, brown hair, glasses and wore what felt like a secretary's dress but i wasn't a secretary so it was likely just dress blouse (or whatever the term is)
>I remember getting nervous and freaking out, it was about wanting to stay on the planet or wanting to leave (because uhh, i dont know, it was about get blown up)
>i had pretty much got denied by both options by other humans and i started to freak out internally but was stopped from what seemed like a Giant(?)
>it was an entire squadron of them, they looked like the zentradi from the SDF macross.
>they gave off the implication that i was inherently not human and took me with them
>i was taken in comparatively smaller ship, anchored to the main ship like a keychain and as we were lifting off, the ship i was turned invisible, it had a cloaking device like thes one you see the Predator uses
>i freaked out a little more due to being space and us navigating through a firefight that seemed to be earth against the giants(?) but i then calmed down and we made it through safely
On the material side, a lot of loli related things have been showing up for/to me as of late. YT videos, in gacha games, everything. I'm not sure if its the work of my sisters, aphrodite, and the shinto princess again or if i'm just imagining things. I guess part of what i posted earlier is that burn >>4247 mentioned