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>Do you feel doubts arising from you when you hear them talk like this?
>But it seems they have their best intentions. It feels more and more that you want this. Hmmm
admittedly i did but then i remember that my sisters always talked in such a weird way not that i mind it and like i said, some of it is me paraphrasing it

i still somewhat have difficulties "tuning" in to hear their voices and way of speech sometimes

>real hard to channel. Either talks too softly or says too many things at once. Hard to adjust.
O-oh O_O. i thought she was just being aggressive or something

>It feels more and more that you want this. Hmmm
I'd be lying if i said i didnt but there were times, especially when i was younger where it terrified me to the bone. But... i guess i have slowly been waiting this more and more, with the past 4-5 years slowly ramping up i guess

>yes it's several cultures
ahhhh

>There are unused energetic pathways for indians and some egregoric thrash that I am not american enough to be able to analyze. Fuck I am bad at differentiating the states. This is why I said Vegas because I am bad with recognizing the "wild west" states (besides california ofc urgh)