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>Priest caste? That does make me wonder if I was almost always a priestess in past lives...
Wanted to write about this but was not sure how to word it but I think you will understand it now.
So because you were a "sentient weapon spirit" then turned into a "companion soul" you are actually perfect to become a sort of "warrior of gods" as something to do because the powerlevel you had was not the "regular warrior caste" which is literally about wrestling in mud and stabbing others and most importantly societies with a "proper priest caste" were always able to sense the potentials of people and that is how they recruited people. Also priest caste was a ruler class but it always depended if they were more useful and reliable than the warrior caste because if they went into the "empty rituals and traditions" territory then they were usually killed by a warlord. You had lives when you were just a lost wanderer and I don't know what else. Your sisters always tried to drag you out from "this world" and it did not work out many times so reluctantly but at last they accepted the fact that the most they can do is guide you in the shadows and in the end you are the one who needs to make the steps to leave this world by his own will.

Also looking through all the lives and remembering all of them is as important as remembering all the breakfasts you had. Some breakfasts might have changed your life because they saved you from starvation or they were so good you will never forget it or marked a milestone on your journey or changed your lifestyle like how some diets can change you but... I think you get what I am trying to say.

You have to reconnect and recover yourself from your past but you have to look forward the future too.
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Hard to explain my stance on this because currently I am also retrieving a bunch of stuff from my past lives and hard to put my feelings into words.

>to properly learn Japanese
if you can connect to the "japanese language parts" of your mind then it will come naturally. You might feel you are not actually "learning it" but remembering it and adjusting to it or something. Not sure tbh. I am also figuring out how the language processing parts of the brain works. Mostly because words are not just for communication but to shape reality also and it's not just about the intonation and pronunciation but all the energies behind them. Can get really complicated but once you grasp it it comes naturally.
>probably is imperative
But yeah going deeper into japanese might trigger some memories for sure