Although it won't sound like anything, there we are, a certain "thing" is missing, some reflex, mental or physical, which was restrictive.

The same experience was the direct result of the initial breakthrough I made back then. The beginning "super power" of being untouched by certain things.

It's easy to think "this is it" over and over, it's a common idea to want to think "I am done, this is what I was looking for" only to be shot down again soon after. But when some "thing" like this is removed, it's really noticeable.