Sunflower 01/17/2022 (Mon) 22:46:47 Id: 972fd5 No.518 del
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>>517
This was the point where I had a hard time to progress further because thinking about things the wrong way gets back the muscle cramps. I even tried to analyze that white creamy substance by making the nanomachines destroy the metallic tube but not the cream. It went into my new astral tasting skill (that I suspect happened or awakened because my interaction with the Gazer. The part where I taste is between my nose and mouth. It's a part where I cannot taste in my human body but because the human tasting ability is sg the nose and the tongue does as a collaboration it perfectly makes sense). The taste was fucking awful. It was definitely something that was not meant for consumption. I even had to ask the nanobots to get rid of it. When I tried to analyze the machinations of the tube or the white substance I got always stabbed and started to cramp up so I realized after many different ways of studying that this is as smart as trying to figure out how fire works by putting your hand or head deep into it. As the 2Bs were clearing out the place they finally reached the "edge" of it. It was no longer metallic ruins but a purple dark fleshy jungle with a dangerous feel that I didn't even get from the Gazer or the Gazer realm. As I tried to observe it from the outside I got stabbed further from behind. I went back to deal with them but after a while I ventured in and when I was in that jungle it felt calm (which is also extremely suspicious) so I got out of there after a while because nothing happened.

Here was the part where I got stuck and realized I need an explanation of this substance that I am only able to detect now because I am "pure" enough to feel it's negative effects.

>>488 In this post you are completely right and you probably made the right call but all I wanted was a map for the concepts I don't know but may encounter also I don't trust a single time estimation ever. if you said I have 1 week left I would have figured out a way to make that final push. If you said I have a 1000 years of karma left I would make some extremely retarded over the top measure to get rid of it in a year or less. The way my life deteriorated was such a painful thing as I realized I can get rid of it more simply than I thought I was not willing to stop until it's done (There is no greater high than experiencing hell and finally being yourself or maybe even more at the end). And about the workings of the human mind you are right but I have a mix of arrogance/pride and paranoia and I take every information I get with mild suspicion and I am fully aware I am as strong as the tools I wield and always need to keep in my mind what will I do without them. I sorta wanted to post it but I had revelations and progress between every post so I didn't wanted to waste the time with arguing when I am on such a roll


And as I wanted to post I looked at >>432 this because I am special as every other "indigo child" but I am not the most special of them it might be not that far off from mine concepts wise. And as I looked at it I went and touched the "purple" realm (I associate purple with plutonic/ancient high noble features anyway) and it gave me a feeling of relief.

Now my question is. Do I go into this "purple" realm further and as I push through it I continuously push apart the white particles while not engaging with them as I engage with the "purple" realm the astral place will be filled with it and as I finally perfect the occupation of it this white menace gets pushed out or there is a another thing I am still missing.