>>5276
>i think it was standalone place but im not too sure
It was. It was a dimension that you inhabited for a long while and learned many things from that place. Reading your posts gave me an image already so I asked if someone "Knows" that place and a white snake appeared and told me she can guide me there but... I need some preparations before I dive into it.
Was wondering if via the authority of Oceanos I could go there which was partially true but the snake told me I should consider the "passageway" with the concept of "birthcanal" which means I have to go beyond the Oceanos "earth encircling river" concept and focus on the "birthcanal" tier "first waters of existence" feel.
>i could somehow peer into other worlds like a TV
Yes it appears like TV screens sometimes. Happened to me also. Oh right forgot to post it when I googled the concept of "The Great Beyond". It seems there is a musical video about that and while it's artsy fartsy it gets the feel how the barrier between dimensions work
https://youtube.com/watch?v=k_JnCWT-_O8 [Embed]
>they were having me swim around
Good sisters. They are making you get in touch with the "great waters of existence". Even in some Buddhist tradition there is a symbol of 2 fish swimming. Which represents the level when you can swim in the waters of samsara without drowning in it. It's an important step.
>what was happening here on this world with everyone being dumb
Accurate depiction.

>being this incarnation of "human" sucks ass holy shit
At least we have anime and videogames. I'm not kidding. Literally everything else is found elsewhere and miles better but anime and videogames. They also exist but they are not the same. 16bit sensation literally had this. MC managed to kill moe via her timetravel. Current earth is about "bread and circus" and mostly in variety and not exactly in quality. So if you ever felt bad about being a nerd or weeb that wastes his youth on the internet then don't. It's something we have only in this time and age and while they said the meme
>If something gets up on the internet you can never take it off
turned out to be an overestimation. As the years go by lost media becomes more prevalent. Enjoy while it lasts and once you feel you "got what you wanted" you can move forward.