>>555
Yeah I need to figure out which "detail" "counts" because my "style" is finding out what matters and using only the "mattering" part and shaving off the excess rituals. This cleansing showed me. You don't need to make the correct posture you need to let your body take up the correct posture (it just my muscles were tensing so incorrectly that it was impossible to have a correct posture pre cleansing). That is my main problem. Figuring out what is the thing I can "let" happen. The parasites showed me there are things I can no longer allow to happen to me ever again. No wonder I felt like I have 3 years left to live at max.

Also sorry for asking but I am trying to figure out how I want to get my "sight" because so far they are visions or "daydreams" (sometimes voices but they are still rare) and I am trying to figure out how I want to get more information to show up. I had minor success with aura viewing in high school but I axed that project because it took me too much staring and realized no matter how good the auras are (they were way too simple and boring) I can figure 90% of the people with other clues. So I used my time for other projects.

But I want to ask something because I need further perspectives in spirituality and I have 0 spiritual contacts IRL and I am someone who can get or look "advanced" without having 0 clue about half the basics. "Long" thinking for sure. So
>>525
>I'm jelly. I can't even tell if I have an energy body at all.
>>546
>mostly kinesthetic
>>552
>astral sight.
>>545
>This is a more etheric magic type than the red blood-based

How do you even do things? Did you realize you want to be a proper spiritual practitioner and reach proper spiritual immortality? I mean that is respectable because I couldn't do that. Life always got in the way. That is why I chose this path. I bothered Alissa about the particle a lot. She even "ripped" my chest apart to help me feel it's location. I even asked some shaman/mage persona that I found in myself to help me install it properly. He was good at spells and when I asked him to assist me in spell casting the spell was extremely successful. When I decided where I want the particle I asked him to help me install it he stopped moving. It was spooky. I thought I killed the greatest magic assistance I ever found. Well he is back now. The reason why I started posting because the particle was evolving more and more weirdly and I knew I need some assistance. When I read about that 3 implants near the heart I took out 2 things that looked like it. Then I realized where was the 3rd one. It was under the particle. I had all my fears that I will kill every progress I had so far so I asked Alissa and reconnected with the inner mage to help me see through this so I don't fuck it up. When I put back the particle it felt different. Maybe that was the first time it was properly in. Then the rest was written down in the previous posts. So yeah. My way is insight and willpower based with 0 techniques. Now that I have my energy I am trying to increase that. I am just wondering where to even start.