>>5896
>but the issue is that the force is 'formless and ineffable'.
Forgot to mention. In the beginning when I was dealing with entities they just "ate" some random thing. Like they were eating popcorn or smoking something from a pipe while I was talking to them. That was how they "transmuted" the "solid thought materia" into a new form and gave it back via communication or other forms of interaction. Then I learned to refine that energy into the highest form of formlessness so if I "summon" an entity that force can instantly turn into "intent" and as the entity "touches it" it can given back as an "answer" of sorts. With that I was able to realize "spirit forms" several types of "holy spirit" that can be "primed" but not like lower servitors or spellforms because that is like craving a rock with your mind while this is like a "supermateria" that waits for "inspiration" all the time. Like how the "formless (un)creation" waited God to "appear" or how the unfertilized egg waits for the sperm. This energy can somewhat change into other "internalized energies" but currently I am still using it to reactivate my body into the "true human form" and I have several entities guiding and protecting me so I don't fuck it up.

>>5898
>So I focused on replacing the material in the body with ethereal matter
I am literally "destroying"/refining everything until it returns into it's "truth". Yes Shiva's influence is still large part of this but this is the "trick" of sorts. The problem is that I have to pace myself now. I just learned how I can literally make a new type of electricity in the brain that "cleans" the pathway in the third eye so it is not that "foggy" but sort of superreal? But I have to pace myself a lot because now I can move the "muscle" in my brain with careless intents and I cannot expect my guides to block all my misaligned impulses. At least it was long ago since I killed electronics. My phone strangely lags and goes crazy when I don't watch over my energies tho. I need to "calm down" so it stops