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>expand and cultivate yourself further
Yeah korea cultivated itself so well since they "split" and became their own sworn enemies and the worst versions of themselves. Literally the high end of communism and the high end of capitalism. I am already "split" and "broken into pieces" not just in this life but in many others. I actually have parts of me that constantly wander between lives. I need to retain myself so they can be fused back but that fusion is scary because you die merge and reborn in the process especially if you want to retain all abilities instead making a "slave play" within your head where you overshadow your own abilities with your arrogance. I still don't have complete awareness of my body.


Just learned some days ago while looking at some medical images of the current understanding how the visual cortex works that what I thought was a singular energy channel was actually 3+ but too close to each other and they all went into different parts of the brain. Just noticed today how the brain creates a "painting" like image and how it differently detects things that "move" how our reaction speed and our vision are one but operate via different parts of the brain. This understanding is important because my body is just developing new ways it can move that I learned in the past or via genetics already. I just simply didn't let those parts of me "become stronger" and they were asleep for so long while my "strong parts" were just simply stressed from strain and had no way to "rest". Finding how my energy channels strain contract and relax was paramount for me because it grounds my abilities as long as I retain my flesh. Also yes they are parts that live outside of my flesh but they are still busy. Either with bathing in an other understanding or finally tuning themselves into perfection. Also some egregoric interests I have are being "monitored" so I can "quickdial" the situation when I decide to interact.. Weird hearing radio conversations when I am not paying attention to my focus.