I come back with a realization. It is not social institutions that are meaningless, nay, the issue is deeper than that. It is humanity itself.

To be completely honest, I am living the dream. I realized I fucking love being a NEET. I love being a lazy slob and doing nothing all day.

Just one thing I noticed. When I'm doing really well, I become uninhibited, making me act naturally, which is bound to make me trip up on some red wire I didn't notice before.

It doesn't matter whether the problem is me or the world All I know is that humanity doesn't welcome me, and that I am my own best friend.