>some lady drags me into a dark void/dimension where its just her and I >says im marked by her and she wont let me go either >somehow it had an effect with one of the gacha ive been playing recently >a girl in a mech suit fetches me away some weird shit and she has a twin(?) or was i the twin? i dont know honestly, it was blurry >some vampire lady bit my neck like my sisters did but for whatever reason it didn't really have a negative effect on me, as in something like this would probably turn you into a mindless thrall or something (or so ive heard) >i still more or less had my wits about me (somehow) >for whatever reason she looked please and had me to follow her >i dont think i was mesmerized but it felt like the neck bite unlocked something, i went with her willingly i think >there's a weird long scratch on the left side of my neck that i do not how i got, I did not scratch myself nor did sleep/was near anything that could scratch my neck >there was a "dream" involving an "ex" and weird maggots my sisters may not have been aggressive and calmed down but it feels like... thing have gotten weirder. Not that i mind, i suppose.
>back into the japanese learning grind via anki and other aids >suddently remember i have siazable vocab over the years but just blanked out on the kanji writing since i guess i wasnt exposing myself enough to the writing system >instead of just fuckign around with the settings on custom study for anki >i can just go into browse cards section and search up the writing of whatever word i know via the english translation or how i remember its written/said in kana >could have done a week or so ago and save myself the headache of doing fully braindead reviews