>>7102

>I already know i can work within the constraints and can still doing spiritwork, etc. despite having fucked circuitry but still
You don't exactly have "fucked circuitry" you just need to learn how to use and align it. The circuitry you have inside can do too many things and you have to understand how they work. If you were in more life threatening situations overall or did physical work your "battle strengths" would have come out. You are not "muscular" tho. You are just able to use some king of high energies well so you don't need "muscles" to be strong you just need well aligned circuits. Like BO just said >>7090 how "fire elemented people" are small because every "excess" burns down so only the truly useful framework stands. For you it is similar but your element is not exactly the fire.

If your life was full with hardships and strife your strengths would have no choice but to come out but currently you are still somewhat "comfy" which means you are being tuned for spiritwork first. Mundane hardships is not what you need. You need proper energetic connections so you can retain your true nature. Hope this explained it a little.