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Past lives have appeared to me symbolically and as a re-manifested form in this life. Same with other situations, they match the logic of this life, but things are entirely transformed from what they really are, into modern objects and places.
Other times I've had dreams where I wake up in the dream after battling some problem, and I realize that
>I don't have to do this, I can just not do it
and I ascend from the dream mentality, seeing how the material logic in the dream is actually of the same kind as waking 3D life. It seems to be telling me to perform the same act here when awake. I've tried using self hypnosis to treat my waking state as a trance and performing the wake up procedure. It's had some effect but I'm still stuck in the direct material things a lot.
The weirdest dream I had was when I woke up in a hospital as a fat korean, being aware that I'm not korean but not remembering my real identity. I kept walking around in only underwear while everything around me looked "normal" and pretended that it was me being strange for thinking I wasn't a fat korean. I then recalled who I am and seamlessly woke up for real.

>But now that Rumia is mentioned
Rumia is the little brat, the toxic female. It's a clear role, somehow it's what I got out of christianity.
What took place this time is that someone similar to Rumia was forming, but it took place at the outskirts of my mind, sometimes synced, sometimes she left to do something. I know now that this transformation was caused by my mind being unknowingly provoked by the anti-christ's presence, which had gotten indeed stronger during covid. But it appears it's the christ concept that's the problem, anti-christ in this understanding is like a counter measure for containing a nuclear meltdown.

It's not Rumia, but still similar, this image is close. I think this is a version of the "anti-christ".