>>682
As I was still pondering about this a manga which never gets updates (like most of my favorites) got an update and it had this as an explanation as usual.
So yeah. Life continuously tries to answer the questions I ask.

At least now I realized putting energy into the hair feels good. I always thought of myself as "bald" when I am meditating like my hair isn't there because some monks think it counts as "earthly attachment" so never occurred to me to use my hair for anything.
I mean I will probably have a better "magic organ" I don't want to end up like Samson,

>>727
>The weirdest dream I had was when I woke up in a hospital as a fat korean
I had one like this. I was in south africa as a fat balding manlet going to the grocery store with my friends. My friends stopped to ask what is it and then I realized I am not in my own body I said "nothing" and went with them. In the grocery store I was looking at expiration dates to figure out what year I am in but it was around "present time". I still have no idea how I synced up with that.

>the toxic female.
This is what I thought about that blonde woman, that this is the image that I subconsciously might "consider" as a toxic female. Wants to attack me but then gets way too obedient when you overpower it. But I don't think this is how I perceive the toxic female subconsciously. But I still don't know what to make of it.