okay first off why are some the div areas on the site white while the rest of the board another color (im using the tomorrow/black theme)

that aside

>I doubt it was my sisters but it was likely another girl choked and broke my neck (but it didnt kill me, just rendered me unconscious) but before that, she proceed to break my arms and legs
>said girl made me refer to her as a goddess and i kinda did
>i wake up and she beats me up and isolates me away from other a total of 3 times
>then, during this, she proceeds to put some weird mask thingy with a drill on my face and proceeds to try and lobotomize(?) me
>this continued for three times as well, as far as i am aware i was able to resist/push off the mask
>while she was annoyed and somewhat pissed, she also smiled and giggled, essentially saying: "I will inevitably make you mine and mark you, resisting is futile" more or less
>then i watched party members(?) i was get turned into cats and stuff
>last night i think i was forcibly taken out of my current body on this plane at some point, i was taken somewhere else in this body but it felt like i was playing through a pre scripted prologue from an rpg in my current body, traversing through an abandoned house until some zombie or other creature stabbed my body and stuff then the prologue ended
>i recall being in a doll like body (more like mecha musume doll instead of the regular doll girls i usually post)
>something something my human body "was too damaged and was going to destroy itself regardless in addition to my true form/self not being male anyways due to affinity(?)" (for obvious reasons i guess)
>i was brought to some academy(?) where there were other girls like me but instead of them formerly being male or having male bodies like i had, they were already female from the get-go (its hard to explain this without it sounding tranny tier, sry)
>i recall getting bullied by some older women due to my original human body, saying i got rid of it due to me not liking my appearance(?) or something but i recall saying it wasn't due to that and it wasn't my true form i think.
>they were oddly satisfied with the answer for some reason