Sunflower 02/18/2022 (Fri) 20:18:13 Id: 972fd5 No.860 del
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>>788
>ideological "rapism" and abortion

I figured this out. This will be a long post.
When I was playing with the karma remote I also found a demon girl. I was horny so I asked her to make me cum. I even gave her a bunch of energy. But she couldn't do it. She radiated with energy so I asked wtf this was not the deal.
>you are a violent aggressive male and cannot be raped
I remembered other entities could do that years ago but whatever. A good enough answer and a great spiritual lesson about not wasting energy for coomer desires.

The agreement with the djinnyeh about mutual spiritual help. As I was sleeping I had no dreams. But when I woke up my mind had that djinn influence but all it did was making me "disciplined" and no stray thoughts. While this is what every school teaches to achieve. I had to explain the djinn that this mindset is great if you know what you want to do but it actually hinders me on my path because I cannot have my "wandering mind" "wander into the truth". She understood and let go of the influence.

I realized this is that "ideological rapism" you always talked about.

Now I started to think about it. I always used this on people. Not in a negative way but I sorta "put" something into their mind which was akin to "realize your strengths be aware of your weaknesses and be effective" I had to use this around people because it was never people directly hurting me but their careless stupidity. If I wanted an influence get to me I had to be real trustful and real open minded. Which was solved now by the reconnecting with the inner female. I am a real power bottom now.

So I was thinking. Where did I get "raped" in the past. I thought of some propaganda or emotional movies but I had to "accept" that to it have an effect on me. If I want something from entities I usually "bridge" my mind with them so the thing I want "comes through"

Now I realized something happened as I was with my pathworking vampire. I felt a great hostility rising inside me. I didn't understand it. He noticed how my hostility increases so he started to hiss at me. As the hostility increased I automatically summoned my sword and armor. As a response he split into like 30 versions of himself and walked behind me. It was so silly I said wow. I think I could do this too. So I was playing around with being 4 person at once then 8. But the interaction ended there because of it.

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