>>8895
Hard to lock onto the energies. I am also going through stuff so my psychic senses are not as clear as I want them to be. But the places don't feel to be hostile or malicious in any way. Those energies are clearly positive.

>>8902
>how does someone lose his head like this, and manage to drag people with him.
I too fear to know the answer to these kind of questions. The karma those entangle themselves with who try to become a savior without realizing the full scale and scope of the task they undertook. I cannot even describe how I feel about matters like this without spreading an extreme level of lethargy towards the many aspects of the world and existence itself. Whenever I realize how I overcame such hurdles I always know there are many more that can be as easily overcome as they can be failed with a moment of foolishness... Always a sad state of affairs until you realize the one true hope that leads out of it.

I always try to end my messages on a positive note to not leave a bad aftertaste but I'm unsure what counts as "positive" anymore. Sometimes you have to get dragged down into the deepest mires to realize the importance of the light of truth. When everything is gray and shaky seemingly nothing matters or have value besides the forces that drag your existence back and forth.

I realized I cannot use my 2D "mind" anymore. The dark canvas of the brain cannot be used further. But the other "screen" is something else. I cannot allow myself to think the same way as I used to think for quite the while.