>>904
Today I came to a realization after a meditation session with a goal. I was aiming to create a concise form intended to rationalize everything needed while staying as human in the world. As I went further I realized what I really needed was to create something which would unite the extreme astral meta form with the most mundane earthbound form.
I found myself again trying to "wake up" using a backwards self hypnosis method, coming out of trance without entering trance. If being human is to be asleep, this should work.
I found that my body here is to be treated as a tool held in the hand of my true astral form. A sharp knife to be sharpened and multiplied as I keep practicing. But that is not enough. At one point I really need a final form.

That was what eventually became possible, and it took the shape of a stone tablet. While it does exist out there on the grey rock, it's also carved into a rock inside myself. I had not before experienced a portable rock like this.