>>905
>At one point I really need a final form.
This is the realization I came to myself but I have an interesting problem. And that I don't need to create it. I need to find it. My first spiritual guide I found was deep inside me on a giant grey mountain at the top in a cave meditating.

But now I had so many spiritual paradigm shifts... I will wait for my next insight before I experiment with this. If you need to register yourself to some place that will lock you into a form. I am not ready for that. But then again. My spiritual guide looks like my final form. I may need to investigate this similar mystery of mine further.