>>9088
Well yes. Id say this is what im saying.

Also that type of thinking is kinda how you think to a degree anyway.you have a tendency to stay where you have complete control/understanding far more than most entities i see and even in past lifes apparently forced things where you either succeed or dont incarnate ar all. Thats binary. For you to "get" this would involve a different mental model which could be harmful for your sake. Why? Cause it seems youve been able to do things so far that werent really expected. Im guessing your methods have to do with this. Im more of a vague thinker which alows me to get certain things really quickly, even the grimoire thing is an example. You read it and i got the gist enough to do it. After enough practicising you can get really accurate with it and far reaching. Much more so than usual.I on the other hand am a literal astral retard,apparently doing mistake after mistake and only enlinghtening slowly after eons. My instinctive skills keep getting better like a neural network trained on a lot of data.if reality really is discrete as you once stated then eventually a method seeking to understand every state would be better/perfect. Although i would say im not sure if this is the case, i only know youve stated it is.

I actually have adhd which is pretty much having very low "ram" in a way. So it tracks. Astrally im also often beastly. I found it odd how others behaved so human like in the astral while i learned magic by eating grimoires or burning them and had a hard time stopping myself from smashing up any place i was in.