Now that I have a complete new understanding about how energies interact with each other and now that my energy is oh so fucking powerful that I have trouble feeling the energy of other entities... I have to start figuring out how Tantra works.

And that means I have to put my energies into entities while they put theirs into me and to not feel that my body is being raped by the foreign energy I start feeling love towards the energy and through the entity and it real lovey dovey... I got bored of it and reversed the whole energy exchange. I did this with multiple entities for the last days.

Then when I reached the whatever dimension a week ago. I asked the buddha sitting there for a map and I got a tree with a bunch of realms in it. Yeah now I am working with the ancient depictions with the tree of life for a while. I even forgot about this.

So as I realized how much work is to energize the entities I figured out I need a goddess or something with that powerlevel. One instantly appeared. Now she had some aura. Yay tantric funs. Details not important.

Then I realized I have seen stronger entities above the realms but I stopped exploring them because too much things for at once.

So... I thought maybe I should get those DO NOT BE AFRAID tier biblical angels. And I obv got one because summoning whatever with 0 effort is just the most regular thing in my life it seems...

He instantly swallowed me and started showing me and crushing the still unrefined energy clusters I have in my body. I even asked for a name. Samael (I had to look up the wiki) Angel of Death and Destruction. Leader of Satans. Destroyer of sinners. Arch enemy of Israel (oh gee I wonder why). Fallen angel for planting the tree of knowledge or something. And having sex with everything that is female. No wonder I got noticed. An another kindred spirit

So yeah all the things I merely read about years ago and realized these topics are way too TLDR to just merely skimming it is now a mere thought away from me.
And because I have no idea where to even start with tantra I looked through the books I saved and never read through the years and the first one I am starting with is. Complete Idiot's Guide to Tantric Sex If someone can recommend a better one that is not for complete mundane retards and most importantly it's short so I can focus on the actual practice instead of hating every letter for still not getting to the point after a 100 pages. I would be grateful.