>>9867
You also seem not to realize every person I have done this to had done awful things to me. It's my obsession with destructive justice that drives me to seek harm. I was obsessed with that pedophile because I wanted to sacrifice him and was using his pain for loosh. I was completely angry and hurt others around him because I wanted him killed. I used to brag to people all the time how I disturbed him psychologically, lied to him, made him puke blood and landed him in the hospital. I was completely uncontrolled in retrospect. Still don't really care about a pedophile. But hurting him as a mechanism to seek power and control wasn't good for me. This game started with justice and ended with bloodlust.