I started drinking again recently and now I can't enjoy anything without drinking. I didn't buy drink today so the buzz wore off hours ago and I don't want to go out for my evening walk which I'd been doing for months, but the last few weeks I'd always take 3-4 shots of whiskey or vodka before headed out. I now have to sit on just how boring everything is and how lonely I am. I wish I could just take something to get high for a while.