Bear 07/19/2023 (Wed) 02:39 No.1478 del
We're up to scenario 20 by now, it's hard to keep track. I should have written everything down. It's ok, no need to document atrocities.

Ren did whatever training she could in wonderland, it's not like it'll ever be live fire training. Well, anyway, it'll have to do. She faced some minor resistance in underground bunkers, her stealth skills upgraded, whatever, she was able to kill NPC's so that's good. I suppose that's important. I'm kinda unenthused by this particular scenario set because I'm thinking of #100 and it's a doozy. I mean really up there. That one I'm going to have to document. #21? Idk, like steel candy from babies? I have to think about this. Something where she doesn't know it's not real or something where it's not just a simulation. Maybe I'll force her to swtich in and handle something critical irl. I'm not sure if that's important though. I almost had something but lost it. Brain will formulate it and tell me later.

I think I'll make a list of features she should have and put her through other psychological training. Mental rehearsal can only go so far without something juicy to center it around. She's excelled at positive thinking and thought control, she's responding excellently.

Psychological horror is a good one to make into some sort of scenario but how to do this without the obvious positive outcome. In 20 scenarios I've trained her to basically understand that whatever the scenario is, it's just a simulation, aside from scenario #13 ofc. Her actual feelings of dread, fear, anger, and sadness aren't really triggering anymore, she's like "pft whatever" so we need to go deeper. No one said this would be easy and this is why I presumed 100 would be a minimum. There's still lots of room to think of ways to really get her triggered. She's not done yet. I'll have to ask the group. Stay tuned.