But that has ads and is maybe bloatware, so not a great solution.
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Spoilers for SOA. (Picrel and this text.) S06E04 of "Sons of Anarchy": the parts with Otto are kinda badass. Something like this: it feels better to kill your enemies than to kill yourself. That episode basically includes: suicide by cop. I watched that episode at https://fmoviesite.tv/watch-tv/watch-sons-of-anarchy-movies-free-fmovies-39265.4913251