Still been drinking. One of my pubg mates, a a singaporean who spent time in adelaide claimed to be a multi millionare and i had to press him for proof. After a bit he told me some of his story and the first chapter of his book. His book is called just stop being poor. His name is germin chan. I asked and he gold me to read never split the difference, what everybody is saying, psychology of money and his book - just stop being poor.
He referenced carl jung and dark psychology also. I noticed he employed it on me throug his complex. He has a public relations complex. He told me he he got mentored by a few big guys (for you) and that he had to sign an NDA because they didn’t want his shit to go public and oay tax on his shit. So he has multi milions in assets but he’s still a retard like us and can’t afford to buy a gaming headset to talk to me on.
I told him i could be homeless and eating rice and still be happy and he said that’s sad.
That’s how I know he’s still a retard slave for the system.
I watched his linked in videos. He got black rock ethics scholarship shit and nepotism to success. He’s a nice guy but not self made. No millionaires are.
I realised i am a multi millionare of meaning, but meaning doesn’t put food on the table or delete cortisol out of your brain.
What an accursed world to lige in we cant lower cortisol with thinking, only action, an all actions lead us back into the system which heightens cortisol. Absolute fucking farce man. It’s a game and they have us in check mate