Mumsie gave me an envelope with cash because she thinks I'm destitiute. I was looking everywhere for it this morning and I went back to her place because I thought it might be there and got left behind. I hate that she does it, that I dont have a job after what they did to me and she thinks less of me because of that, but I felt even worse for losing that money she wanted me to use for food and petrol and clothes and stuff. Overwrought with anxiety looking in the same places but to no avail. I did find it tonight tho. It was in the fridge under the cheese she also gave me. She wrote a recipie on the envelope. My mumsie is very good to me. I didnt have serious risks of suicide last year because I knew how bad that would be on her. Duno what I am gonna spend the money on, I still havent spent the money she gave me last time either. Maybe i will get something special, I dont really need the money anyway.

>>975055
Zinger.