I've got my pool hall date this afternoon. I didn't sleep all that well last night, I woke up way too early and couldn't get back to sleep. I shat my guts out this morning but it wasn't as bad as Wednesday morning. I am calming down. I am having a second coffee. I am hoping the alcohol prevents me from having an afternoon crash. I am going to try kissing the girl today. On Wednesday, we held hands. When I went to leave at the end, she hugged me. She did so very tightly and for a long time. I am absolutely bewildered by the fact that this girl likes me. She does not yet realise what a fucked up neet loser I am. I have been much more energetic and motivated due to the thought of her. I have been cleaning my room. I vacuumed last night for the first time in months. My carpet feels so much nicer to walk on barefoot as there isn't a bunch of pointy shit sticking into your feet.
Wish me luck, noots.